Eating the Forbidden Fruit

I always find it fascinating that in one aspect, all adultsWe can still be irresponsible with our emotions, but we
act like obstinate children without being aware of it. Wecarry all of that with us for a very long time, and we
judge each other.become aware that these emotions are ours, not
The only sermon I remember from my church-goinganyone else's. We can do whatever we want, but
days was about the Ten Commandments. Thewhere we hurt other people, we carry that action and
preacher had a revolutionary approach to them, in thatthat knowledge in our cells for ever. And we cannot
he said that you do not HAVE to obey them. He saidblame other people or circumstances for what we
the real meaning was that you could ignore them, butthink, say and do, because we become aware that
then you would have to take full responsibility for yourwe are responsible for ourselves.
actions. That made sense to me.Eating of the fruits of the tree of the knowledge of
I realized in later years that the first commandment ingood and evil is then not about judging others. It is
the Bible is actually "Thou shalt not eat from the treeabout growing up and accepting our own judgment of
of the knowledge of good and evil" (Gen 2:9). I thoughtourselves. That is the result of eating those fruits - we
that means we must not for a moment think that wegain immortality in our own manner, and spiritually we
have the capacity to decide whether something orare never the same again.
someone is good or evil.When we read that we must not eat of the tree of
Why is it that we are not allowed to eat this symbolicalthe knowledge of good and evil, it is like saying to a
fruits? Is the world not a better place when we allchild that it is not a good idea to drive a Ferrari racing
agree on what is right and what is wrong? Surely wecar. Of course the child can drive the car, but what
all have a moral compass that we apply every day,would be the consequences? Can the child deal with
and that is some form of judgment?the consequences? But when the child is older, then it
I do not like being told what to do or not to so, so Iis so much easier to deal with the consequences, and
became curious about this, and did some researchthen the adult can have fun driving the car.
about this magical tree.Now that makes sense to me - and I understand why
Like most symbols in the Bible, it appears that thisthe tree bears "forbidden" fruit.
image of a tree with the forbidden fruit existed evenEarly on my spiritual path, I was in a room where,
before biblical times.during a reading, a spiritual teacher gave a very harsh
In Greek mythology the Garden of the Hesperides iswarning to a man about playing with his own mental
the grove that belonged to the goddess Hera. Whenhealth because the man was adamant to become a
Hera accepted Zeus as her husband, the goddessmedium even though he was clearly emotionally not
Gaia gave Hera some branches with golden apples on.stable. That stuck with me.
Hera planted the golden apples and the result was aDoes that mean that exploring our own spirituality is
grove of apple trees that gave immortality to thosedangerous and we should not do it? On the contrary.
who ate the apples. The Hesperides were given theWe become our true selves when we explore who
task of tending to the grove, but they occasionallywe really are, and we find joy and understanding. The
plucked some of the apples for themselves. Hera didwarning is that we need to understand that we are
not trust them and added a guard to the garden. Itdealing with something that is far greater than our
was a never-sleeping, hundred-headed dragon namedhuman minds can conceive. We must not be greedy
Ladon.or try to run before we can walk. And we must
The same tree with forbidden fruit features in earlyunderstand that once we have taken on that
Mesopotamian myths, going back as far as the yearresponsibility, there is no turning back. We can no
669 BC. There is a myth about the Sumerian goddesslonger blame others for what happens to us, and we
Inanna who ate the fruits of a tree to acquirewill never see the world in the same light again. But we
knowledge. She was joined by her brother Utu, thewill also experience indescribable joy and peace.
sun-god, and the Sumerian god Enki, the god ofFor some people things like clairvoyance and telepathy
wisdom and knowledge.and energy work are second nature. For other people
There is a similar tree in Buddhism. The founder ofanything spiritual is like an awakening from a deep
Buddhism, later known as Gautama Buddha, sat undersleep. Nobody wants to awake from a deep sleep by
the Bodhi tree when he achieved enlightenment. Thismeans of an explosion. We want to slowly become
tree was a fig tree with heart shaped leaves.conscious, then stretch out and leisurely open our eyes.
In Hinduism the Tree of Jiva and Atman appears in theAnd some people want to sleep on. We need to be
Vedic scriptures as a metaphysical metaphorpatient with ourselves and one another.
concerning the soul.I sometimes encounter fear and prejudice when I do
The old Norse sagas also contain a famous tree, thereadings for people - because I do not use tarot cards
World Tree, which is an ash tree. This tree is locatedand I do not rely on the interpretation of any other
at the center of the Universe and joins the nine worldscards. At least tarot cards and other cards have
of the Norse cosmology.some entertainment value, but many people find the
Why are these symbolical trees so significant? Andidea of just closing your eyes and "tuning in" scary. I
why is it so important not to eat their fruits, especially ifhave also encountered fear and prejudice that is so
eating the fruits of the tree will give us immortality andparalyzing that people avoid me and never explore the
knowledge that will make life so much easier?reasons for this behavior. How do I react? By loving
I think that eating of the tree of the knowledge ofthem. It is not for me to "convert" people or to assume
good and evil is like breaking any one of the Tenthat everyone should share my beliefs - which are
Commandments - of course you can do it, but thereright for me now, but may change as I become more
are consequences that you must then live with.aware and awake.
Eating this fruit of knowledge and wisdom is excitingThis may be presumptuous, but I think I have had a tiny
and inspiring, and it opens up a whole new life for us.bite of the forbidden fruit, and I know there is no turning
However, there is no turning back, and that is why theback. Of course you can take a bite yourself and
fruit of this tree comes with a health warning. Onceexperience the joy and peace and abundance, but are
you understand that this existence is only a small partyou ready for it? You will know in your heart of hearts
of the eternity called life, you tend to see life here in aand walk your own path.
different light.