It's Never Too Late to Have a Happy Childhood

"Time heals all wounds." This aphoristic bit of commonhappening unconsciously with largely unsuitable results,
sense contains very little usable information about thehave elucidated the structure and dynamics of how
relationship between time, healing, and woundedness -we communicate so we can communicate more
about how time heals. However, we all probably canclearly for more beneficial results. To change personal
recall situations where this apparent dynamic seemedhistory is not to deny your existing memories or to
to hold true. An old enemy now is a great friend; an oldsuppress them.
injustice we swear we'll never forget becomes aThe goal of changing your personal history is to free
source of humor and wisdom. But was it just theyour life force from the frozen emotional
passage of time that caused these changes to occur?crystallizations attached to your memories so that this
And if, without contemplation, it seemed so, what aboutlife force -- your very being -- can be available to you,
all the old wounds that haven't healed, and areto live as you, in present time. Dissolving these crystals,
managing our lives through habitual avoidancebreaking up the patterning of how you identify yourself,
patterns?your limitations and your potential, is the goal of
The secrets of abuse, the dynamics of shame, andchanging your personal history. Consider for a moment
the hollowness of the elaborate strategies ofthe possibility of changing your personal history without
co-dependency are all being revealed as we work onseeking self deception, or denial, or new avoidance
ourselves and share our learnings. Why hasn't timestrategies.
healed them without all the work?In such a process, you are not assuming the internal
As we become aware of our past, peeling back theposture of a victim acquiescing to doublespeak for
layers of romanticism ("I had a happy childhood, mysurvival imperatives. Rather, you are empowering
parents never abused me"), those of us who find thatyourself to be at cause over your life -- even over
such cheerful attitudes are part of the spell of denialyour heretofore irrevocable, past. To be "at cause"
are faced with some sense of the irrevocable natureover every aspect of your life is tremendously
of the past. We may deeply sense that these thingsempowering. To understand it and do it properly (we
happened and we are stuck with them -- foreverare not talking about taking the blame for what
deprived and deficient. This attitude to a varyinghappened to you here) amplifies and accelerates the
degree is incorporated into some older forms andhealing process. Your unconscious mind gauges the
philosophies of therapy. From their perspective thereality of what it contacts by its vividness, and the
best we can hope for is to become reasonablyunconscious assessment of reality determines your
neurotic and accept some sense of bleakness aboutemotional relationship to experience.
the human condition. And, of course, it is necessary toIf you re-image a past situation with enough conviction
spend years of time and great sums of money toand power, you send instructions to the unconscious to
arrive at this version of sanity.break up the patterning that has held your emotional
Fortunately, Eastern religions infiltrated our culture,energy captive, freeing yourself from the fixed limiting
fostering the formulation of more holistic philosophiesideas that were sustained and perpetuated by that
and therapies, and validating the rediscovery of thecaptivated, "frozen" energy. You gain new insights into
Western mysteries and magic. (For anyone averse tothe situation, new perspectives on yourself and your
the suggestion of such a causal relationship betweenpast. You do not lose any learnings you had gained or
the arrival of Eastern wisdom and our own awakening,any of the information. All you do is break up the
it's perfectly acceptable to consider the process aspatterns that kept you restricted, and you learn to
auspicious coincidence -- synchronistic).challenge a very powerful unconscious assumption we
With the help of Eastern concepts that elevate theall share to a greater or lesser degree -- that to keep
regard for our humanity, we have come a long way inour learnings we have to keep the emotions captive;
redefining our potential, who we are, and what we canwe have to hold on, to be in a sense unforgiving of
be. The conviction that we can reveal the truth of ourourselves and others to keep the intelligence to protect
past and heal our past grows daily. But -- change ourourselves. This simply is not true.
past? -- even those at the forefront of theWe learn by learning, not by holding on to our emotions.
consciousness movement are shaken by such aWhen you re-image a past event vividly, changing your
concept.behavior in that event to include choices you didn't think
I have seen a room full of therapists bridle at theto have at the time, you reprogram yourself to access
thought of tampering with our sacred past. (Check insuch new resources in all similar situations, seeing and
for a moment here -- doesn't it make you a littlefeeling yourself acting with your new choices. The
queasy to think of changing your past? Doesn't themore you work with this process, the more you
ground suddenly feel a little less solid underfoot? Andbecome aware of and free yourself from the subtle
do you get a new sense of your past, your bundle ofsense of irredeemability that has plagued you because
memories, as just that -- a bundle, a commodity -- theof the absolute regard in which you held your
referent package by which you navigate into thememories and your relationship to them.
future?) But for a moment, let us disassociate fromThis process can be one of self-hypnosis. But in the
personal histories, and reflect on general history.same way that you might talk with a friend about an
It is very apparent upon reflection that history is notidea to help give it clarity and power, it can be
"real" -- it is a story told by some of us to the rest ofinvaluable, especially initially, to do this work with a
us. The "some of us" most certainly discriminates, orskilled hypnotherapist who can keep you focused on
has an axe to grind, regarding what facts to includewhat you want to create. They will also help you to
and how to include them, and the "rest of us" have ourfind ways to "move" in the realm of the unconscious,
attitudes, discriminations, and axes that determine howsuggesting perspectives that might not otherwise
and what we hear. Now, we say, personal history isoccur to you.
different, I was there, I know what happened, itFor example, many clients have the experience of
happened to me! But, were you, do you, and, did it?learning something that makes them feel resourceful in
Reflect on the selectivity of our own function ofthe therapist's office, but lose this resourcefulness
memory and how it is affected by attitudes andwhen they go out into the world. The simple remedy is
beliefs.to spend a bit of time in the office imagining taking new
Haven't our memories contained our shame and guiltlearnings into future situations -- called 'future pacing.' It
because of the way we remembered them. Can weis a crucial and powerful bit of work that is generally
not read attitudes and beliefs as "self-or-other induced"overlooked in a lot of therapy work. I suspect that a lot
hypnotic suggestions about what was real and what itof addictive problems would not recur if the clients,
meant? We all have witnessed the insidious side ofhaving once learned how to change their behavior,
efforts to change history - the holocaust neverwere taught how to keep the change by allowing their
happened, Stalin was a saint, and Iraq was to blameunconscious minds to prepare them to handle future
for 9/11. Those not fooled by such misinformation aretemptations through the use of future pacing.
disgusted by it. And it is the element of intelligentI have briefly sketched the dynamics of a powerful
discrimination that rebels against the possibility of aconcept for change. That there exist procedures
similar inner violation. But changing personal history,today that can give you a happy childhood -- that can
using hypnotherapy and NLP, is not such a denialallow you to heal and enrich your past in ways you
strategy.never thought you could give yourself permission to do,
Hypnotherapy and NLP, recognizing the pervasiveis a possibility worth investigating.
hypnotic quality of all communication and that it isCopyright, Jack Elias, October, 2003. All rights reserved.