Your Story: The Focus of Your Attention

Once you understand how your mind works, you mustWhat occurred is that your conscious awareness was
question the truth of what it has been telling you. Thisattracted to a distant thought, focused on it, and lost
allows you to shift from a closed state of mind toitself in the thought. This thought process is going on
openness. First, we will describe how your mindwithin you all of the time. It is the source of the parasite
creates your story, and then we will give you a simplemind's story creation. Throughout your life the parasite
method to shift your view of the story it has created.mind takes imprints from your experiences and
Notice we did not say you created the story. Yourcreates a blueprint, which becomes what you operate
mind did, and as you will see, you are not your mind.from. For most of your life, this thought blueprint stays
The illusory sense that your mind is you is what isthe same, because these thoughts are familiar and
often referred to as the ego. Albert Einstein oncesafe. They are what you know at the parasite mind's
commented that the ego is "an optical illusion oflevel.
consciousness." The Toltecs of Mayan culture called itThe emotions that arise from your thoughts are also
the Parasitic Mind. In Zen Buddhism it is referred to asrecognizable, with fear and love and other types of
Monkey Mind. You might have also heard it called yourfeelings appearing based on your personal
Gremlin. Call it what you will, this parasite mind createsexperiences. In this case, the annoyance arose from
the interpretations that you use to create your reality.self-judgment for missing your exit. If you had a past
Your external world is a reflection of this illusion.experience of being punished for daydreaming, the
If you've ever felt as though you've been possessedresulting emotions might cause an even stronger
by an outside entity, it's because in effect, you have.reaction.
Unfortunately, most people have completely lost theWhen something happens to trigger an emotion, your
awareness that the voice in their head isn't them; theyreaction to the event will be fairly predictable.
are in a form of denial. Of course, that denial is alsoEventually, the thoughts and feelings will dissipate.
the parasite mind speaking. The very survival of theMeanwhile, the parasite mind continues to create
parasitic mind is dependent on your belief that thestories based on the mental, emotional, and physical
story it is creating is true. When you live in this state,inputs that triggered the painful emotions. As a result,
you are what some refer to as spiritually unconscious.you lose contact with where your thoughts actually
So how exactly did the parasitic mind take control oforiginated. Although they were caused by an external
your consciousness to create its story? Your parasitesource, they are now controlling you and the way you
mind focuses on three types of objects: mental,live your life.
emotional, and physical. These objects are separateAs time goes by, the parasitic mind observes and
from your consciousness, but the parasite mind wantsrecords more and more objects, drawing your
you to believe they are one and the same.consciousness deeper and deeper in to that inner
Here's a simple illustration of how the parasitic mindsurround-sound theater. Your parasitic mind has gained
works. Imagine you are driving on a long, straightcontrol because you've lost perspective: the cause of
highway. You notice a house that you admire and youyour thoughts is not you. But your true self is always
begin to think of all the things you could do in thatat the center, looking out at the feelings, thoughts, and
house, your children playing in the backyard, the wayphysical objects the parasitic mind is focused on. You
holiday lights would be seen by people driving by, whatare not orbiting around those objects; they are moving
you would plant in the garden. Your consciousness isaround you. However, the parasitic mind has tricked
drawn in to the story the parasitic mind is creating. Asyou into believing that the reverse is true. As a result,
you think of all the possibilities, your emotions andyou are now living an unconscious life with the parasitic
mental reactions draw your consciousness in further.mind directing the show.
Your awareness is now in an inner movie theaterWhen you lose your consciousness to the parasitic
watching your thoughts create a major motion picture,mind, the natural tendency is to close down because
a story that begins to expand in your thoughts. Youthe emotions that accompany the parasitic mind's
are no longer sitting in your car; you are focused onthoughts are real, and often uncomfortable. When you
the inner show that's playing, which is completelymake a choice to stay safe instead of recognizing that
unrelated to your driving. All of a sudden, you look upyour thoughts are the cause of your discomfort, you
and realize that you've passed your exit. Now youbecome what you are observing and experiencing.
have to drive to the next exit, turn around, and headThe parasitic mind and its external focus is driving you
back to your destination, quite likely annoyed withinstead of your consciousness and inner awareness
yourself for daydreaming.being the source of your actions.