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Your Story: The Focus of Your Attention

Once you understand how your mind works, youyourself  for  daydreaming.
must question the truth of what it has been
telling you. This allows you to shift from aWhat occurred is that your conscious
closed state of mind to openness. First, weawareness was attracted to a distant thought,
will describe how your mind creates yourfocused on it, and lost itself in the
story, and then we will give you a simplethought. This thought process is going on
method to shift your view of the story it haswithin you all of the time. It is the source
created. Notice we did not say you createdof the parasite mind's story creation.
the story. Your mind did, and as you willThroughout your life the parasite mind takes
see,  you  are  not  your  mind.imprints from your experiences and creates a
blueprint, which becomes what you operate
The illusory sense that your mind is you isfrom. For most of your life, this thought
what is often referred to as the ego. Albertblueprint stays the same, because these
Einstein once commented that the ego is "anthoughts are familiar and safe. They are what
optical illusion of consciousness." Theyou  know  at  the  parasite  mind's  level.
Toltecs of Mayan culture called it the
Parasitic Mind. In Zen Buddhism it isThe emotions that arise from your thoughts
referred to as Monkey Mind. You might haveare also recognizable, with fear and love and
also heard it called your Gremlin. Call itother types of feelings appearing based on
what you will, this parasite mind creates theyour personal experiences. In this case, the
interpretations that you use to create yourannoyance arose from self-judgment for
reality. Your external world is a reflectionmissing your exit. If you had a past
of  this  illusion.experience of being punished for daydreaming,
the resulting emotions might cause an even
If you've ever felt as though you've beenstronger  reaction.
possessed by an outside entity, it's because
in effect, you have. Unfortunately, mostWhen something happens to trigger an emotion,
people have completely lost the awarenessyour reaction to the event will be fairly
that the voice in their head isn't them; theypredictable. Eventually, the thoughts and
are in a form of denial. Of course, thatfeelings will dissipate. Meanwhile, the
denial is also the parasite mind speaking.parasite mind continues to create stories
The very survival of the parasitic mind isbased on the mental, emotional, and physical
dependent on your belief that the story it isinputs that triggered the painful emotions.
creating is true. When you live in thisAs a result, you lose contact with where your
state, you are what some refer to asthoughts actually originated. Although they
spiritually  unconscious.were caused by an external source, they are
now controlling you and the way you live your
So how exactly did the parasitic mind takelife.
control of your consciousness to create its
story? Your parasite mind focuses on threeAs time goes by, the parasitic mind observes
types of objects: mental, emotional, andand records more and more objects, drawing
physical. These objects are separate fromyour consciousness deeper and deeper in to
your consciousness, but the parasite mindthat inner surround-sound theater. Your
wants you to believe they are one and theparasitic mind has gained control because
same.you've lost perspective: the cause of your
thoughts is not you. But your true self is
Here's a simple illustration of how thealways at the center, looking out at the
parasitic mind works. Imagine you are drivingfeelings, thoughts, and physical objects the
on a long, straight highway. You notice aparasitic mind is focused on. You are not
house that you admire and you begin to thinkorbiting around those objects; they are
of all the things you could do in that house,moving around you. However, the parasitic
your children playing in the backyard, themind has tricked you into believing that the
way holiday lights would be seen by peoplereverse is true. As a result, you are now
driving by, what you would plant in theliving an unconscious life with the parasitic
garden. Your consciousness is drawn in to themind  directing  the  show.
story the parasitic mind is creating. As you
think of all the possibilities, your emotionsWhen you lose your consciousness to the
and mental reactions draw your consciousnessparasitic mind, the natural tendency is to
in further. Your awareness is now in an innerclose down because the emotions that
movie theater watching your thoughts create aaccompany the parasitic mind's thoughts are
major motion picture, a story that begins toreal, and often uncomfortable. When you make
expand in your thoughts. You are no longera choice to stay safe instead of recognizing
sitting in your car; you are focused on thethat your thoughts are the cause of your
inner show that's playing, which isdiscomfort, you become what you are observing
completely unrelated to your driving. All ofand experiencing. The parasitic mind and its
a sudden, you look up and realize that you'veexternal focus is driving you instead of your
passed your exit. Now you have to drive toconsciousness and inner awareness being the
the next exit, turn around, and head back tosource of your actions.
your destination, quite likely annoyed with



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